Why do we do research? What is our real source of gratification?
I remember the answer which Andy Yao gave me many years ago. When he discovers a new result, there is a moment, between the time when he finds the proof and when he shares it with others, during which he feels uplifted by the awareness that he knows something new, something that nobody else knows in the whole world. I guess it must be like reaching the top of a mountain after much effort, and realizing that you are the first person ever to have climbed it.
My own motivation (perhaps more at par with my abilities) is quite different. What I enjoy the most is working with other people. When two or three of us get together and focus on a particular problem, there is a time, when new insights start revealing themselves to us, during which ideas go back and forth and there is a strong sense of intellectual closeness while we are together building a new construction. This is what I strive for.
Here is what Gauss has to say on the topic: It is not knowledge, but the act of learning, not possession, but the act of getting there which generates the greatest satisfaction.
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